I woke up ... yet again feeling tensed after a night of sleep that was not very fitful ... again worried about not just work but the wonderful people I have as my superior ... so after much thinking, I decided to F*** it all ... it isn't worth it! Sure I would love for this job to be long term and maybe no more movement in terms of job or country hopping but nothing is worth the kind of shit I have been put through. I am willing to work hard and sacrifice so much but then to have someone questioning me? Pffffft!
I sent an email to Master W and the DareMan explaining my situation and saying enough is enough. As long as I am willing to be jobless, there isn't much they can do about it or to hold it against me. Why am I so unfortunate to always end up working for people like that? Sigh!
What am I supposed to learn here? What am I supposed to contribute or help out?
Anyway, aside from that, nothing else monumental happened ... except just now before 11:00pm when the DareMan called. I let it ring. Then he called again. I let it ring. That's what I meant. I am pretty sure he is calling because he is back from Shanghai and has seen the email and is concerned that I am pissed off about them ... or more specifically him. And that's why I am deliberately not answering. Yes, I am on standby. Yes, I am working late. But hey, if you want to be calculative with me, then let's all be calculative. Or at least, I am pretending to be calculative while still replying to JustMan and the Burnt Man. Hahaha!
Okay. Time for some comics and sleep
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