Tuesday, November 13, 1984

Reminiscence Part 1 ... My First Admirer

[This is typed on 22.02.2012 @ GPT based on memories]

As this is school holidays, I would spent it watching tv, playing creative games with my cousins, going out bicycling with my best mate Ooi KH (Frozen Wind) ... and just hang out basically doing nothing much ... so what the heck?!?!?! Let me take this opportunity to share my earliest thoughts about who I am crushing on ...

There is only one person ... throughout my time at this school ... this is the truth ... of course then again I am only just turned 12 ... and our school is generally the goody-2-shoe ... we don't even say SHIT ... it is taboo ... could you believe this?

So during this whole time ... somewhere along the line, I started having a crush on BW Teoh ... I kid you not ... he is our class monitor, he is the school head prefect, he is the Troop Leader of the Boy Scouts (overall boss is called Troop Leader and Patrol Leaders are the bosses of sub groups if I am not mistaken) ... he is of slightly below average height, neatly slicked back generally long black hair, wearing glasses, always perfectly groomed with tie in place and shirt tucked in. his shorts are way too tight and I guess as he grew out of them his parents never bothered to buy new pair because we are moving to secondary school and we will be switching from dark blue to jungle green ...

So tight until you can see his brief or underwear lines ... hahaha ... I kid you not ... I saw this a few times ... his skin is tan, he is perfect shape not fat or thin or muscular ... and his behaviour is the epitome of Mr Goody-2-shoes ... and though he is friendly and all that everyone likes to make fun of him calling him Mr Show Off and all that ... but the truth is I could not take my eyes off him ...

That's why I remembered 3 distinct incidents:

(a) I remembered him being seated next to me ... we have a twin seating system i.e. 2 desks joined together ... and for a while he was my seat mate ... and one day I happened to glance down and automatically checked out his crotch the way his supertight shorts are squashing his manhood ... and was even thinking if he pushed his wee wee downwards so that it looked so flat in front

(b) I remembered seeing him standup and bent over slightly and I was trying to discreetly eyeing his butt to enjoy the firmness and the underwear lines

(c) I remembered seeing him squatting down to get something out of his bag ... and it was PE time so he had his team colours singlet on, the blue shorts and a sky blue underwear peaking out at the top of his shorts

Is that so gay or what? I am only 12 and I remembered that until ... forever ... that's the sad truth though ... so was I born this way?

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