Saturday, August 30, 2014

Re-inventing myself

I am torn ... it has been nearly a year since my last post ... and it's not that I am not keeping up with this blog but rather ... I was indecisive on whether I should be more open or more conspicuous about what I post ... you see, my dilemma is that I want this to be like my real-life diary ... except that to avoid problems later on with friends and family (if I were to type really openly) ... I would use either initials or nicks of people I am describing ... naturally if you know me at each period I am typing you would know who I am talking about ... hahaha ... so the question then becomes do I sanitized my post?

I know if someone were to really try, they can find out who we are i.e. not really anonymous

So where do I go from here? That's why I started a new blog a few months back ... but now, I kept on thinking ... and I left the new blog hanging as well ... and thought some more ... and for now, I  think I will go back to this ...

So let's do this in short bursts, first, okay?

Today is Saturday and I am in Jakarta, Indonesia ... staying at A.M ... nothing significant happened today because I basically hung around my apartment ... I did finally do some housework like laundry, cleaned the balcony and a bit of vacuuming ... but mainly because .. of anticipation ... giving back this apartment to B ... as he wants me to move to another apartment ...

Aside from that, I managed to persuade myself to do miniscule exercise. I know, I know. Lame, right? I simply cannot control my food intake and exercise ... but I HAVE TO BE SERIOUS THIS TIME

I do want, for once in my life, to be fit! Hahahahahahaha! It's true, I was not fat as a kid but was sickly and for some reason, my belly was always a bit flabby even when I was thin ... o and let's not forget my wide hip translates into a big butt ... ugh ... I know, some like a shapely tush ... not me!

What did I eat today then? I went down to lobby's FH for my usual of fried rice with tea ... then around tea time, felt a bit peckish and had a cup noodles ... for dinner it was McD's 2 pieces of fried chicken, fries and coca-cola ...

I did a fair bit of work today though ... like Paku's 2015 budget, write up for Yangon potential, follow up on some accounts etc ... and a nice discussion with JCool ...

And finally, I am back to my art ... the last time I did something decent was 2012 ... the past 2 years I tried but honestly nothing I liked ... so the past few weeks and months I have been having new ideas but I kept them all stewing in my brain ... until I worked out the mechanics mentally ... tonight wasn't great but it wasn't bad either

And now? Well watching tv and typing this - hah! Alright back to TV ... cheers all!